School...
It'll always be something important to me in a fustrating way.
No matter how hard I tried...
How hard I studied...
Things never turn out exactly the way i wanted it to be.
Who won't want straight As in everything?
Who won't want to have perfect marks for every exam and assignment?
But, the world was never perfect..
Life is never perfect..
Maths...I didn't get a mark that was satisfying to myself.
Although it is a very high mark, it wasn't something I have planned for.
Maybe, the higher your expectations were, the higher you drop...
The more pain you will feel.
No one understood how I felt.
I suck at many subjects and it's been hard for me.
Maths has always been my best one but I didn't get the best I could.
I'm sure if I wasn't that careless I would've done better!
Everyone around me tells me that my mark was really good and they would be dying for my mark!
But each person is different because they have different talents.
You might be better at English, so you will expect higher for that subject.
You might be good at SOSE so you expect higher marks for that subject.
It's the same for me, I am good at maths that's why I expect higher.
When it meant enough for someone it doesn't mean enough for everyone.
Because each person is so different and so...
so...eager to be perfect..
I don't understand why some people can get As in everything...
Why is the world so unfair?
Why does some people get to be perfect when some others try so hard but aren't half as perfect as them.
Why?
Life is so unfair...I should've accepted that..ages ago...before I started experiencing the pain.
Some people don't even frown when they don't pass..
Maybe they have accepted that life isn't always the way you wanted it to be way earlier than I had..
I've learnt my lesson.
Never expect too much because the more you expected the more you will lose...
This is also one of the reasons why I like having my own imagined world...
because the pain you experience in it...is never half as painful as you experience in real life...
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